Sunday, June 5, 2011

I would rather cry

People are under this assumption that is just so easy staying away from home, they feel that I am enjoying myself to the core, great office, good friends, dinners and night-outs and trips to all places close by.

Moment of truth all you ignorant fools, I don't tell people I love I miss them, beacuse that will just hurt them more, I don't say I am couting days as they will get their hopes all high and I don't want to disappoint them.

This is what my routine is, I wake up early every day so I can catch a few precious phone minutes with my husband, get ready, go to office, try to come early but land up staying late in office, thus missing the call to India, my family back there is sound asleep when I come back home here. Then I cook for the night and the next day, as you don't get vegetarian food everywhere.

SA is not a safe place, public transport is close to Nil, and nobody ventures out post 6.00 PM, the only time we go out is when we need to stock up food for the coming week. I am an independant person, I would travel alone then ask someone to drive me around.

There isn't much to do, so yes, I watch movies whenever I can, I take a trip to just go out. I am guilty of making the best of everything I have, I don't have a choice. All these happy getaways are just my way of coping up.

Anyway, ranting always feels good. I need to get back to my perfect life again.

Hope & Pray that you don't have such ignorant fools in your lives.

Luv
-D